I am just a tenther about to give my boards and pass out.....Studying in a CBSE affiliated school......But still I think at just 15 years of age i have had a number of identities to think about.At times I have been a Caring Son at times a Rude Grandson.At times i have been a Friendly Class mate but many a times an Arrogant Friend.I have been a Studious Boy and a A Non Sporty boy at the same time. I have been a Mature Person but an Immature Child.So many of the identities we all share and now i want to write about an identity i think is not so apt to write.I fear if my parents read it they may load me with bags of questions but still i just want to share just want to talk on this image this person of mine : THE CHARACTER OF A CONFUSED LOVER.
Yep this Boy just 15 years of age thinks he is in love. May be true May be not But he thinks so.And this thought of his has given him many a changes both positive and negative.I would not describe those changes but i would just tell What am I feeling right now about my so called LOVE.No description of looks Nothing of that sort just What i FEEL for this GIRL
.This Girl Let me give her a name X is a sweet girl. Although this adjective SWEET is too small to describe her attitude but i dont want to reveal her.I had had a number of crushes number of them but since my 8th my cruhs list has come on a halt.From the Most brilliant girls in studies to the Back benchers all have been somewhat my crushes.A long list but doesnt means i am a flirter.perhaps these girls dont know about me I was just a SILENT ADMIRER(Though i am the first to solve MATHS and DEBATE).Whatever, my crush list came to a halt in 2009.This girl calling her a midyorker is wrong.She is an ardent student .I used to keep a track of girls who stared at me and it was then that SHE caught my eye.It is very general that if a girl looks at you you get interested.So i got interested and then impressed by her.....whatever you say her attitude((Boys know what this ATTITUDE means).I had a crush on her then soon the seesion ended.And we were seperated by a 4 inch wall(I never measured the inches but surely tried to measure how much I missed her).
Then as you know NINTH rings up the alarm bells of CCE. and this CCE forced me to abandon her thoughts.(I am just being STUDIOUS but in reality.....)Almost half the year I kept on trying not to think more about her and not to reveal her name to my friends who by then were very aware of my situation.And then Came my Birthday.......Rest of my story is the biggest turnover of my life So i ll prefer telling it later.
I DONT KNOW Y
I COULDNT TRY
TO GET YOU AWAY OF MY MIND
OR TURN BACK LIFE TO THE REWIND
Yep this Boy just 15 years of age thinks he is in love. May be true May be not But he thinks so.And this thought of his has given him many a changes both positive and negative.I would not describe those changes but i would just tell What am I feeling right now about my so called LOVE.No description of looks Nothing of that sort just What i FEEL for this GIRL
.This Girl Let me give her a name X is a sweet girl. Although this adjective SWEET is too small to describe her attitude but i dont want to reveal her.I had had a number of crushes number of them but since my 8th my cruhs list has come on a halt.From the Most brilliant girls in studies to the Back benchers all have been somewhat my crushes.A long list but doesnt means i am a flirter.perhaps these girls dont know about me I was just a SILENT ADMIRER(Though i am the first to solve MATHS and DEBATE).Whatever, my crush list came to a halt in 2009.This girl calling her a midyorker is wrong.She is an ardent student .I used to keep a track of girls who stared at me and it was then that SHE caught my eye.It is very general that if a girl looks at you you get interested.So i got interested and then impressed by her.....whatever you say her attitude((Boys know what this ATTITUDE means).I had a crush on her then soon the seesion ended.And we were seperated by a 4 inch wall(I never measured the inches but surely tried to measure how much I missed her).
Then as you know NINTH rings up the alarm bells of CCE. and this CCE forced me to abandon her thoughts.(I am just being STUDIOUS but in reality.....)Almost half the year I kept on trying not to think more about her and not to reveal her name to my friends who by then were very aware of my situation.And then Came my Birthday.......Rest of my story is the biggest turnover of my life So i ll prefer telling it later.
I DONT KNOW Y
I COULDNT TRY
TO GET YOU AWAY OF MY MIND
OR TURN BACK LIFE TO THE REWIND
